I appreciate Iszy not telling my real name to his friend, but me going to church?!!!

I could've been of Dalai Llama descendant and went to temples instead!! That would be sooo something! LOL

Anyhow, knowing what kind of relationships his friends have, it kinda scares me a bit. If ever Iszy gets violent and abusive towards me, I cant ever look back. I do not like domestic violence, and I want my kids to see I have a happy relationship with my husband.

There are a lot of things that come and go in my mind, but I dont know how to actually fish them out before they swim away and never come back. Sigh.

Mother's birthday is coming. I dont know what to do. I DONT know what to fucking do. HELP!